You know… when you are basically a shy person and not overly confidant it is extremely hard to step up and over that side of the box you live in!!
This week I have stepped up on that side, but have yet to jump down.
Let me explain….. I want to start a guild in my area!! I think that it would be a ton of fun to get with people who have a passion for PC like I do! So to get the ball rolling I decided to contact Cat and I asked her a TON of questions. She was such a sweet heart and was so willing to answer each and everyone that I had!! But here I sit… still on the top of that box waiting for the courage to jump off! LOL!!
Then, this past Friday, I attended the Art show at the kids school… and I ran into my high school art teacher and told him what I wanted to do…. So we chit chatted about Clay and then he asked me if I would be interested in TEACHING a class…..
Can you believe it!! I would love to teach a class… I am so excited about it! Well, guess what???? I have NO CLUE what to do!! I am a follower by nature, not much of a leader, but I so want this!!!
So this week I contacted a few PC artist who do teach….. I can not get over how willing they were to share with me….. HOLLY COW!! Polymer clay artist are all heart! That is all I can say.
Jael Thorp took the time to answer each and every question that I wrote out for her…. I mean Every Single ONE!! LOL!!
and Jeanne Rhea…. she gave me a ton of ideas and a whole lot to ponder!
(lets just say that I am still sitting on the edge of my box still not sure what to do!! LOL!! I guess it’s just fear of failing that keeps me here!)
So while I was sitting on that edge and thinking about jumping down, I took a break and gave Mr. Custer a call and said…. “HELP — I don’t have a clue what to do!”
You know, I can see where I am at, I know where I want to be, but I just don’t know how to get there!
I can not begin to thank all my online friends for their support and wonderful words of encouragement! I can not even begin to thank my ‘sisters’ !
(((sigh))) I have to learn to breath, and know that this is going to be Okay. I wish I had more confidence, I wish I was more bubbly, I wish I knew what the heck I was doing….. I want to be so prepared for it all…. I want to walk in there and know what I am doing and how I am going to do it and how I am going to achieve this goal….. ((((sigh)))) I guess it’s just a leap of Faith! You just have to jump out of that box and go with the flow…..
ok…. I am jumping… tomorrow! LOL!!